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yesterday till now also headache

i really dunno what am i going to do la!!

be with him i edy change..

n trying to change

but y still always gaduh??!

damn damn headache..

feel like wanna scream out loud!!

but not place to let me scream out

he keep asking me to go to his house ,

n i also keep saying that i dun wan go to his house

i dun wan go not because i'm not trusting him!

i just dun wan his mom more dun like me only~

can he understand me?

i know we couple is not because of his mom.

he thought i like to do things in curi curi~~

but what i said he also feel like dun wan listen just wan say out what he wan to say

then say la.. he ask me talk to him after he scold me..

what u wan me to talk??

he wan me change.. n he asked me what i wan him to change

i answered him ntg.. coz i know change cant direct change or really can change because of me

so i dun expect he will change.. but then he ask me dun so mulia!

when i heard that, i feel speechless.. ntg to answer him.. but he forcing me to answer!

n he wan me to change.. feel like everything also wanted to change..

feel like everything i do also xpuas hati..

if i change all, then that one not wong phui yen anymore..

is another wong phui yen..

we really not suit each other ma??

are we?

my head now very heavy..

my eyes very tired..

i dun wan cry anymore..

but i cant control.. what to do?

i'm very mo yong rite??

love can be happy

love can be sad

love can be lonely

love can be lovely

then my love is??

y what i did also wrong?

izit i'm not suit to couple with anyone?

izit i'm suit to just be with friends with anyone?

very xin ku.. my heart feel like something wrong somewhere

cant tell where not feeling well actually.

feel like here pain there pain.. haiz~

i dun wan cool to anyone..

i dun wan cool to my bf..

but y everytime he can make me cry?

make me cry not because he is useless

understand?

i just will cry for hapiness,

cry for sadness of someone that i really love n care...

now what i dun wan to think. i wan my brain empty n have a good sleep

help me pls...

tell me pls... what am i gonna to do...

i dun wan make any decision...