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yesterday met mr naga he told me about my characteristics so i know more myself

he said :

- i'm stress, emotional n sensitive

- i dun trust anyone

- sadness more than happines

- cant solve family problem

- no good friend

- need to have proper diet

- easy forget things

- try to happy although i'm not

- very weak got heart problem

- need concentration

- hard to cry

- easy get frighten

- got gastric

- dun always think about die

- if too stress, mayb one day later i will start smoking (oh my... .)

- in the house try to keep my mouth shut!

i really need a good friend, even tough i know around me i got a lot of friends

but there're no good friend that really understand me, care me n help me

i'm very sad about that.. i thought i found one but mayb she is n mayb she are not

i also dunno~

what should i do?

i dun wan to keep a lot of sadness in my heart

i'm not feeling well is because too much of sadness in my heart

no one help me.. no one really sit there n listen to my problem

i really got many problem izit???

mr naga said, i got 80% sadness just got 20% of happiness only

but in college i'm happy.. outside the college~ i'm not!

he know everything! but one thing i dunno should i trust anot is I WILL SMOKE?!?!

really unbelievable! coz i HATE ppl smoking one

n if really too much of sadness, mayb one day i will get heart attack! i'm weak rite????

but what can i do??

i really dunno!!!

today class finish fast,

coz next week is our last week for this sem

i get 32/50 for my CTM,

really so happy

but mr naga said all must re-test!

WE i just get 5.5/15 only..

so sad....... n pn ruzy is very strict.. haiz

no re-test. but got pre-test(no mark test) n class test2

haiz... dunno how la next week!

erm, nothing happen today

but just tired only

tomolo morning class~ need wake up early n take train

next week got 3test le.. hope i can do it la!

gambateh!!