yesterday met mr naga he told me about my characteristics so i know more myself
he said :
- i'm stress, emotional n sensitive
- i dun trust anyone
- sadness more than happines
- cant solve family problem
- no good friend
- need to have proper diet
- easy forget things
- try to happy although i'm not
- very weak got heart problem
- need concentration
- hard to cry
- easy get frighten
- got gastric
- dun always think about die
- if too stress, mayb one day later i will start smoking (oh my... .)
- in the house try to keep my mouth shut!
i really need a good friend, even tough i know around me i got a lot of friends
but there're no good friend that really understand me, care me n help me
i'm very sad about that.. i thought i found one but mayb she is n mayb she are not
i also dunno~
what should i do?
i dun wan to keep a lot of sadness in my heart
i'm not feeling well is because too much of sadness in my heart
no one help me.. no one really sit there n listen to my problem
i really got many problem izit???
mr naga said, i got 80% sadness just got 20% of happiness only
but in college i'm happy.. outside the college~ i'm not!
he know everything! but one thing i dunno should i trust anot is I WILL SMOKE?!?!
really unbelievable! coz i HATE ppl smoking one
n if really too much of sadness, mayb one day i will get heart attack! i'm weak rite????
but what can i do??
i really dunno!!!
today class finish fast,
coz next week is our last week for this sem
i get 32/50 for my CTM,
really so happy
but mr naga said all must re-test!
WE i just get 5.5/15 only..
so sad....... n pn ruzy is very strict.. haiz
no re-test. but got pre-test(no mark test) n class test2
haiz... dunno how la next week! 
erm, nothing happen today
but just tired only
tomolo morning class~ need wake up early n take train
next week got 3test le.. hope i can do it la!
gambateh!!