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am i not good enough le?

y i feel like what i did also will make him not happy de?

tomolo i having test de..

suppose after test only start to update my blog

but i scare i forget so update b4 offline

just now i called him, sorry to wake him up but really so miss his voice

but feel like he not happy coz he asked me to go to his house n study

honestly i cant study if my lover is beside me, i just will stick with him only

n forgot about my studies. if he force me to study when beside him i also cant concentrate de...

of coz i also hope can always go to his house to stick with him. but today really cant le...

now edy headache le.. still got alot to study..

mayb tomolo after test i will go to his house n stick with him le.. hehe

dear~ i really very scare i will always make u not happy le...

i know i'm not good at all le..

then scare u will dun wan me le..

coz i dun hv confident to myself... :(

but i love u so so much le~~~`

dear i love u ~

now wan study le~

gambateh yen!!! muaxx

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夹在我妈妈和他之间

我真的很辛苦

我很想时常都在他的身边

可是妈妈就是这个不给那个不给！

我知道有时要和她说说道理！

因为我已经不小了！！

我很清楚我要的是什么

认识些什么人

做些什么！

我却好像是在笼子里的小鸟一样没有自由！

根本不知道外面的世界是怎样的！

虽然我们大家都知道现在的世界很不安全

可是那是我男朋友叻!

是不是该信任他呢？

当我每次拒绝他时，我的心里很不好受！

我很想和他出去！

可是妈妈的一句话，我又要拒绝了！

有什么不满意，我只会说给婆婆听！

当想说回同一句话给她听，但什么却说不出！还结巴！！！

我觉得自己很没用！！！！

我很想告诉她，我已有了男朋友，可是我知道她的性格

暂时不能告诉她先~

我希望dear会理解一下~~

我知道他不喜欢偷偷摸摸，我也是啊！！

我知道我和他以前的女友都和我不一样，

我也很想要自由，时常和他在一起~

可是现在………………

Dear,你会等我吗？

我想考完final才和妈妈说我们在拍拖~~

能吗？