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what is my feeling now??

i feeling that i very very very very love him le ..

but sometimes i really hope can always stick with him

wan him always accompany me

but i also know that we need to give each other some space le

guys normally also interest in gaming

so i cant force him to stop game to accompany me

actually is ntg when he wan game..

but sometimes really game for so long le

haiz~~

i very scare to tell him direct le

always also wan to write here

n i also very scare he angry me

when he angry me then he will [started] le..

actually be with him i really very happy de`

thatz y i always hope can stick with him~

i know i always think too much

sometimes will think very far

but sometimes will make me think la~

sometimes i will think

- will we have ''forever''?  (of coz i wan forever)

- are we suit each other? ( i hope we suit)

- am i not good enough?

- what i need to change

- actually what kind of person is he

i know myself , if fall in love mean really love edy

but i really scare to get hurt anymore le

xlarat to fall in love again actually

just that he gave me bit bit confident to believe in love again

but now still not really that confident

i hope he will give me some~

我想要的是信心。。。。 haiz